Clouds filling the sky for more than two days.
You saying her name when looking at me.
Hindsight.
Meaningful lyrics.
Diagnoses.
Unheard words.
Medication.
Questions that are too hard to answer.
Ghosting.
Strong emotions in dull situations.
Dulled emotions in strong situations.
Not defending myself.
Chairs in the corner of parties.
Lack of identity.
Over thinking.
Not letting go.
Being in too much control.
Wasted opportunities.
The way he kisses her.
Missed connections.
Interruptions while speaking.
Her being straight.
Lonely nights.
Ruts.
Unsent letters.
Predictability.
Distance.
Me.